19 Dec 2010, today 15 days completed of my marriage life. I am back to Bangalore and started going to work, have finalized a new place to live, bought almost all necessary home appliances. Life is fulfilled at 4 levels according to maslow's charts of need.
The next level is self realization.
Today, Sunday morning when I woke up, I was seeing a painful and beautiful dream of giving birth to a baby. Janak was helping me out by my side in the dream. and this baby was nothing but green land till your eyes can see, cows, farms, horses, many students/children.
you got it? This baby is none but the Green school, I always wanted to be in field of education and in business and in technology and with children and with nature.
My hats off to the destiny, that she made me meet to my perfect soul mate with the exactly same dream, exactly same purpose.
I want to write down the barriers which are stopping me from realizing my true potential.
1. I still act as if I am a novice and I easily get convinced or 'have to follow' pressure does not make me come up with the real thing at work place.
2. I will have to achieve coherency and continuity in my task and plan, and will have to be ready to make bold decisions as I have made in past.
3. Fearlessness is another important thing, I will have to stop behaving like a coward, yes I do at times.
4. Timeliness/ neatness, following principles of 5S, and eagerness to learn at workplace, which I feel I am loosing, (My personal life's adventures might be a reason), but anyways I will have to revitalize that need.
Life is going great otherwise. My health has improved like anything. I have become more patient, I am growing gracefully, becoming more and more beautiful every day, and I have accepted the perfection in me.
Life is the best teacher, and Janak is the perfect co learner.
Love
-Shalini
Saturday, December 18, 2010
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