An Expression of Harmony

 

The more pain I feel, The stupider I act.

The stupider I act, The lonelier I get.

The lonelier I get, I move away from the anchor.

The more I loose the anchor, The more I feel the need to be anchored.

The need of being grounded, being loved, and cajoled.

The more I want it, uglier I become.

I wonder if  I need to express myself.

My words ditch me, they deny to help.

Imagination and Free will  were My Gifts after transformation.

Creation of Nature, Expression of Its completion.

Both the gifts are manifestation of that Almighty,

that dwells in me, in this moment and eternity.

If I hadn't to find him, why I had this search.

If I hadn't to feel him, why I had the urge.

My Imagination is my Foe and Friend.

My 'Free Will' abides me till the very end.

But if he dwells in me, then why is this unrest.

How he dwells in me, that remained my quest.

I was lucky to find a student of Nature,

An Enlightened one, another name of Dare.

In the light of his wisdom,

all the questions met their reason.
The seer of Co existence, of Matter and No Matter,
Through him, I felt Truth being delivered with precision.

Confusions and Consideration lay out for a troll,

For it takes time;  knowledge to become Wise.

Often I loose the grip, Often I slip.

Unexpected pain is how I pay the price.

Nothing scares me, for I know this is The way,

For I've decided to walk until I transverse.

The determined I get, more confident I become.

To be an expression to the harmony of the universe.

- Shalini

April 16, 2018