Happy Women's day

तुम सब कुछ हो फूल लहर तितली विहगी मार्जारी,
आधुनिके तुम नहि अगर कुछ हो तो केवल नारी!

I would pat myself to have such a strong memory, I prepared the best quotes for writing essays related to woman, it is a hot topic for essay writing still .. I believe.

I remember how I convinced one of my friend that woman should not study or at least they should not work (why carry double responsibilities ?) (I feel it very sexy convincing someone about something I even don't believe myself.)
In my school time I always debated against my point of view, and won also .. (second prize many times...) I realized my capabilities very late.. and school was about to over then.

I demand a lot from nature and to all my awe and wonder I accept it also .. with twisted eye brows and open heart.

lately since last two years I demanded from the nature that I don't really want to wait, I want to walk, and I walked, in solitude and with struggle within the self.

I have fought myself more than any one else in my relationship domain.
and also I have lost a lot.
Great thing is ....what counted are my victories..

It started from third year of my college, when I started a lot of anglo - american novels, I have loved reading always, but I have loved it more than anything else in this time period...

This was the time when many good students dream of becoming project leads and manager once in their job, visiting client places, specially America on company's expense...
My dreams were being brutally murdered one after another by Sidney Sheldon, I read his 15 novels... and I said enough.
then I started reading philosophical novels.
I read self help books, like stephen covey, dale carnegie etc...
I read Dr. weiss , Many masters many lives, Through time into healing...
I was definitely reading a lot of Times of India, and Chetan Bhagat..

I nearly read some 50+ books and
This last book through time into healing hit me ..

and I demanded healing (if I required any) from Nature. and I realized that I really needed it, I got it.

next book I read was - Theory of Eternal life.
and then I started reading Outliers...

and I learned FD framework.

and mean while I realized 'Balancing' is the ultimate goal of life.

On woman's day I would like to talk about it...
all of us have both the sex (Male and Female) inside us, and as we grow we need to balance them in us.
every one is ardh nareeshwar in oneself.

but last 25-35+ years, the mothers have been suppressed rebellions, and many of them have lived their wishful free lives through their daughters.

A country like India which has got independence just three generations ago..
I believe our would be mothers (at least) need to be a bit careful to not to transfer the ill will of rebellion and resistance.

-Shalini
8/3/11