Pain does not decompose if we bear it and so does anger.
I decided to release them a couple of months ago.
I also decided to let go some of the things, that were very dear to me, for example, I always liked to appear Perfect, and in order to be perfect, I worked hard to please Ones I loved or respected.
I have changed my Gods recently, actually killed all of them.
I have decided to live, not to let it go in pleasing.
My upbringing has some very common flaws, (They are traits to my parents)
Life is about being independent, independent means earning, earning means education, and further educations means something that can reap you more than what you need, more means collecting garbage, keeping it, showing it off.... well I will stop here.
Lately I have stopped feeling an urge to write (to please one's acumen)
As a rule I document my life's last year on every birthday, either on my diary or on my blog.
This year the moment I picked the pen, I could not come up with anything but one word 'Content' and nothing further. My mind didn't race to pick the words and pack them and deliver them in to a piece of writing.
I decided to release them a couple of months ago.
I also decided to let go some of the things, that were very dear to me, for example, I always liked to appear Perfect, and in order to be perfect, I worked hard to please Ones I loved or respected.
I have changed my Gods recently, actually killed all of them.
I have decided to live, not to let it go in pleasing.
My upbringing has some very common flaws, (They are traits to my parents)
Life is about being independent, independent means earning, earning means education, and further educations means something that can reap you more than what you need, more means collecting garbage, keeping it, showing it off.... well I will stop here.
Lately I have stopped feeling an urge to write (to please one's acumen)
As a rule I document my life's last year on every birthday, either on my diary or on my blog.
This year the moment I picked the pen, I could not come up with anything but one word 'Content' and nothing further. My mind didn't race to pick the words and pack them and deliver them in to a piece of writing.
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